I'm Different Now.

Life has changed a lot in the past three months. I left Vlad, stopped drawing, writing, and even singing. That changed, too. I have drawn a few things lately (might upload in the near future), written quite a bit with quite a good bit of inspiration... and I've been singing with much more emotion than ever before. I no longer live alone, and might be moving into a better place in the near future. After all, my one-bedroom apartment is a bit too small. My (new) boyfriend, Brahm, is living with me, and he has half custody of his 3-year-old daughter. Now, if any of you know me, the most obvious thing about me is that I am not too good with kids. I have very little patience, and anxiety problems, and I'm terrified I'm going to mess them up because I'm not exactly the most idyllic person. However, this little girl loves me... and although I am still scared, I love her too.

As for everything else in life, I suppose it will go just fine, if I could ever work up the nerve to put myself on camera. I have been promising everyone, including myself, that I would start doing youtube videos, video game playthroughs-- but I have yet to even start filming. I am absolutely terrified of being on the Internet in ways that people can see me.

Oh well, though. I'm going to do it! I'm going to goth up and game!

Any support is greatly appreciated. I'll put up links to my channel when I start uploading. Anyone who wants to subscribe already is free to-- just look up Nina Crowlace.